Jessica in W magazine

In the upcoming issue of W magazine (out March 17th), Jessica gives a new interview on life after being happily married and there’s a four page photo shoot of her too.

“I don’t know what happened to me. It’s so strange. I’m just proud of allowing myself to think and to act and to be. I just feel alive. I feel free. I feel like I can do anything and there’s nobody to answer to but myself. I’m just proud of allowing myself to think and to act and to be…I didn’t want to let my fans down, my family down. But then you just have to realize that if you’re not happy, you can’t make anybody else happy. When you walk away from something and there’s no gravitational pull, then you know you’re doing the right thing.” says Jess in the interview.

Jess has been frustrated by the papparrazzi and even went to the extreme of renting a dozen different cars and hiding in the trunk of a car in just one day!

“I can’t save anything from being talked about. It’s so cruel and I just try not to let it affect me, whatever everybody was thinking about me. If I did, I don’t think I’d be here right now. I feel like everybody’s always out to get me, and that’s a weird feeling. But you can let the chaos consume you or you can stand next to the chaos and just walk along with it.”

She admits that she still talks to Nick often and thinks he’s one of her best friends and says their breakup isn’t as crazy as the media makes you think it is.

“I love life. I’m very blessed with where I’m at.”

More in W magazine!